Monday, September 13, 2010

"Night Dreamer"

The thrill of day dreaming in comparison with ones reality, gives an instantaneous elevation to a world that discourages routine and normal living, thrusting you out to experience boundless imagination.

So with that in mind I have written this simple thought to share, that just as the unresponsive day dreamer imagines mountains on the flat ground inside a busy afternoon...so the night dreamer imagines a world of differently painted colors in the still loneliness of sundown. I find it safer to dream at night these days anyway. For just when I get superb inspiration, I find people constantly reminding me of my head being stuck high in the clouds and it's just about the time my pen is in search of paper. No one ever really knows what kind of dreams the heart can conger up, so its in the still of night when no one is around, is it then safe to dream. I have so many aspirations in life, that I just can't seem to get a hold of any of them... dreaming, dreaming, dreaming, all night long in utter safety, lost in a world that I wished existed trying to pull them down before they get so high that I lose all hope of dreaming again. If only someone had the ability to pull me down, and show me how to make this world a reality... for then I wouldn't spend so much time lost with no direction, being unable to touch down on planet earth in order to find purpose. I know God specifically designs every person yet, why does it seem so difficult to embrace the fact, maybe I'm different. Maybe I was never designed for a routine life with all the normality's of being boring. If someone knows please engage...For I am lost in this world of unattainable wishes.